I WROTE A LOVE SONG DURING THE CORONAVIRUS OUTBREAK
I awake to the sunlight reigning down upon my face
While the stars and midnight dark engulf your place
Oh I know, that distance hurts a little more each day
I wish that I could take away the pain
If I could, I would rather spend my time alone with you
But instead, I'm left with nothing here to do
Yeah, I guess, I'll write this song and hope this message will get through
'Cuz I can't go much longer without you
Human nature, please stop getting in my way
Please don't let the hurt sustain
I want to be there, and say I love you every day
But rest for now and dream while I'm away
When it gets hard, all I need is just a picture of your face
Because of you, I can go about my day
From my phone, your voice reverberates and resonates to say:
I wish that I could take away your pain
Human nature, please stop getting in my way
Please don't let the hurt sustain
I want to be there, and say I love you every day
But rest for now and dream while I'm away
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Ooh, dream while I'm away
Oooh
Oh oh yeah
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Imagine all of the things we'd do if you were here today
Watch the sunset together unafraid
But I guess, I'll write this song and hope this message will get through
But rest for now and dream while I'm away
CAN'T KEEP US QUIET
Darling, you just need to open up your mind
See through different eyes
And understand that we’re simply one in same, you’re no better than me first of all
And recognize that we are in a different time
It’s a brand new life
Somehow, you think you still can control their perceptions by lying to them about us
You better wake up now because
I’m so sick of hiding in the background
So sick of being talked over
So sick of living in the dark and putting up with you for so long
We got something say
I promise you, things won’t be the same
You can’t keep us quiet much longer
Yeah, you can’t keep us quiet much longer
(Listen)
Hiding my true colors in this masquerade
Sticking to your game
So accustomed to the facade I put on to survive in this world and go on
I was used to living life under disguise
With no trace of pride
But now I’m starting to see the light in the sky and I won’t be silent no more
You better wake up now because
I’m so sick of hiding in the background
So sick of being talked over
So sick of living in the dark and putting up with you for so long
We got something say
I promise you, things won’t be the same
You can’t keep us quiet much longer
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You can't keep us quiet much longer
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(You can't, you can't, you can't
Woah, woah, woah
Yeah, yeah)
I'm so used to living life under disguise
I don’t want to live my under disguise
We’re so tired hiding who are in inside (Yeah, yeah)
We don’t want to cover who we are, no
What you don’t know,
What you don’t see,
Is that we are more than what you think
What you don't know
What you don't see
Is that we can get things going
Don’t you try
Testing me
Cuz I’m more than what you think, and oh
We’ll prove you wrong, it’s true because
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I’m so sick of hiding in the background
So sick of being talked over
So sick of living in the dark and putting up with you for so long (So long)
We got something say (Hey)
I promise you, things won’t be the same (Things won't be the same)
You can’t keep us quiet much longer
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(Can't keep us quiet no more)
(Can't keep us quiet no more)
(Can't keep us quiet no more)
Yeah, you can't keep us quiet much longer
You can't, you can't, you can't (Can't keep us quiet no more)
Woah, woah, woah (Can't keep us quiet no more)
Yeah, yeah (Can't keep us quiet no more)
REMINISCING
Hey, I’ve thinking about everything, letting it play inside my mind
Why are you on my mind?
I spent too many times wondering if you’re gonna call me back tonight
Praying you’d call tonight
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It’s unfair that i care for you more than you ever will for me
It’s a shot in the dark, and nobody answers me
It’s crazy how i’m hoping for some peace
When you broke every single part of me
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These days I feel nothing I’ve been reminiscing too much
Wanting you to hold me, I’ve been reminiscing too much
I’ve been afraid of letting the memories go downstream
But lately I’ve been convincing myself that
I’m better without you here
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Change happened way too fast; suddenly, you become someone I didn’t know
How could I lose control?
I cry, looking at night sky, remembering how we would talk all night
Where are you tonight?
I admit that I’m selfish and jealous of everything she has
I ain’t perfect, I’m human, and I can’t put that aside
It’s crazy how I’m hoping for some peace
When in truth I don’t deserve your everything
These days I feel nothing I’ve been reminiscing too much
Wanting you to hold me, I’ve been reminiscing too much
I’ve been afraid of letting the memories go downstream
But lately I’ve been convincing myself that
I’m better without you here
(But am I really better?)
Did I learn from my mistakes?
Fixing all the issues that were getting in our way, love
Guess i haven’t really changed, love
(I should be getting better)
You already walked away
There’s no point in trying hard convincing you to stay, love
But I don’t wanna start up all these changes
These days I feel nothing I’ve been reminiscing too much
Wanting you to hold me, I’ve been reminiscing too much (reminiscing too much)
I’ve been afraid of letting the memories go downstream
But lately I’ve been convincing myself that
I’m better without you here
I’m just trying to get some rest
CALL
Wishing I could call you again 'cause I hate that it’s over
A little bit of you was all I asked for, oh
I’m guessing you don’t understand what it means to be loyal
'Cause I’d still take your side through it all
I thought that you were someone else
But guess what, you’re just like all the rest
(Mistreating me, boy)
Turns out my faith was way too high
Believing that you’d forget your pride
Am I just your toy?
I keep looking back at the path that we’ve made, it’s a maze of emotions, I know
And I understand that you left and you’re trying to save yourself only
I wish I could call you again 'cause I hate that it’s over
A little bit of you was all I asked for, oh
I’m guessing you don’t understand what it means to be loyal
'Cause I’d still take your side through it all
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You got me wishing I could call, yeah
(Wishing I could call, you got me wishing I could)
You got me wishing I could call, oh
(Waiting for your call, you got me waiting for your)
Call
I prayed to God that I could be
Finally at a state of peace
Because you ruined me, boy
Don’t understand how I survived
Breathing in all your empty cries
You’ve taken my joy
I spend every moment and hour remembering how we used to be
And sometimes, boy, I hate to admit that I still want that back even though it’s not right for me
Wishing I could call you again 'cause I hate that it’s over
A little bit of you was all I asked for, oh
I’m guessing you don’t understand what it means to be loyal
'Cause I’d still take your side through it all
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You got me wishing I could call, yeah
(Wishing I could call, you got me wishing I could)
You got me wishing I could call, oh
(Waiting for your call, you got me waiting for your)
Call
(Wishing I could call, you got me wishing I could)
(Waiting for your call, you got me waiting for your)
I'm waiting for your call
(Wishing I could call, you got me wishing I could)
(Waiting for your call, you got me waiting for your)
Please, just call
SOMEONE ELSE
I think I get it, you wanna make me look pathetic and
It's getting harder to ignore the little things that you do
That you do
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Don't understand it, running back and forth from heaven, it's
So complicated, 'cause my heart's going to war with my head
With my head
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But I gave you the key
I let you see the broken parts of me
I thought you would see
You could be the one to put me in peace
In one piece
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But would you have loved me if I were someone else? (Oh)
Would you have loved me if I were someone else?
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Of course, I regret it, I regret opening up to you
I was too eager to finally have you for my own
My own
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Oh, don't you see just how much I'm in need of your love?
Thought we were closer but I guess I'm still a stranger to you
Oh, to you
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But I gave you the key
I let you see the broken parts of me
I thought you would see
You could be the one to put me in peace, ooh
In one piece
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But would you have loved me if I were someone else? (Oh)
Would you have loved me if I were someone else?
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(Would you have loved me if I were someone else?)
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Oh, how I wish I were somebody else (x4)
for the days when it seems like nothing is getting better
The sun will rise again
I promise, though it might not seem easy
You will smile again
Just trust me
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I know what you're going through
I know what you feel
I know what's on your mind
So just let me in, I wanna be there for you
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I'm telling you
You're making my world better
And I would be so lost without you
And I refuse
To let you think less of yourself
​
I'm here for you
You
You
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You can cry again
I know it feels like nothing ever gets better
But see the sky again
In the distance
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Yes, I know what you're going through
I know what you feel
I know what's on your mind
I've been there before, so let me be there for you
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I'm telling you
You're making my world better
And I would be so lost without you
And I refuse
To let you think less of yourself
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Oh, 'cause I'm here for you
You
You
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(Is it over now? Is it over now?)
(I don't wanna go where I don't know, where I don't)
(Is it over now? Is it over now?)
(I don't wanna go where I don't know, where I don't)
FRESH WOUNDS
Another day, another night
Struggling to get you off my mind
Seven days, but still no time
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All the cars are passing by
Everyone has something on their minds
A million thoughts, but still you're mine
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If I guessed where you are tonight,
Maybe you're somewhere out there
With someone in your arms
Oh, I want so bad to be wrong
It's hard to imagine you now
Without wanting to get out of this storm, oh
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So I'm taking my time
I'll be alright
The wound is fresh in my heart, darling
Why do I try when you won't even wait for me?
It's hard to get by
I don't feel right
A void is left in my heart, darling
I ended right back at the start
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Don't wanna stand in all the lights
Gotta let the tears dry from my eyes
Another hour, another cry
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Looking back into my mind
I'm hunting for the moment that you lied
When you said "I'll stay in your life"
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I'm not ready to walk away
I know I can't stay forever
You want me out your life, right?
Now the silence fills the space
Between us, there's nothing left here
There's nothing left but scars upon my sleeve, oh
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So I'm taking my time
I'll be alright
The wound is fresh in my heart, darling
Why do I try when you won't even wait for me? (Won't even wait for me)
It's hard to get by
I don't feel right
A void is left in my heart, darling
I ended right back at the start
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So I'm taking my time
I'll be alright
The wound is fresh in my heart, darling
Why do I try (I try) when you won't even wait for me? (Won't even wait for me, no)
It's hard to get by
I don't feel right
A void is left in my heart (A void is left inside), darling
I ended right back at the start
FEARS
I can't replace what I've got going on
This canvas permanently sticks around
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I wish I were stronger, I wish I were you
I wish I were honest to tell you the truth
I wish I were fearless, I wish I didn't care
About what you think
​
I can't deny that I'm a wreck, you know
I can't be like the other girls you know
​
I wish I were perfect, I wish I were you
I wish I weren't conscious of my every move
I wish I were slim, I wish I didn't care
About what they say
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Where am I to go when the light is fading out of my way?
Where am I to go when I'm broken down and drowning in pain?
These fears consume me
All the time
How do I get by?
​
(Why do we resent ourselves?)
(Why can I not love myself?)
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Still we go, and we go
I'm reaching out for open arms
In this storm, in this storm of mine
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Someday I pray you'll come back to us
(Why do we resent ourselves?)
(Why can I not love myself?)
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(Why do we resent ourselves?)
(Why can I not love myself?)
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I wish I weren't anxious, I wish I were you
I wish I belonged here, I wish I were true
I wish I weren't stressed, I wish I didn't care
Wish I didn't care
I'LL STOP
Sometimes, I think that we'll lose our way
And in time, I know that we're bound to change
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But I know
With this rain in the sky and the pain coming back to life, I think twice
And I know
That if I gave you the chance you would never make it right
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So I'll stop waiting outside your door
I'll stop expecting that you'll regret it
And I'll stop all my feelings before
I get too hurt
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The light is fading much more each day (Oh)
But I pray some sanity will remain
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'Cause the fire in the night's gonna keep burning up these skies, am I right?
In my eyes, we're gonna run back and forth in this storm and that's for sure
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So I'll stop waiting outside your door
I'll stop expecting that you'll regret it
And I'll stop all my feelings before
I get too hurt
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How can I be sure that you won't deceive me into falling even more?
Tell me, is there more? Just so I can walk away with feelings all assured, oh
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So I'll stop waiting outside your door
I'll stop expecting that you'll regret it
And I'll stop all my feelings before
I get too hurt
COLORS
Blue, suddenly your love's turning blue
Now the lights started flickering, slowly dimming losing its hue
Gray, the color's reflected on my face
I've been staring at the walls, letting darkness sink in
Tell me, darling, what should I do?
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Darling, you've turned so cold
And I wish that I would've known
Who you'd turn out to be
Didn't know you could be this cruel
And I acted just like a fool
What's wrong with me?
​
You seemed inviting and kind when I first met you but
Now I see your true intentions and now
Looking back, I was too in love to pay attention to this, oh
The colors of our love were slowly fading out
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How? How did we drift so far apart?
The skies keep darkening as the clock continues ticking on and on
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Boy, I wasted all my time trying to fix the broken pieces
Should've known you didn't care for me (I know now you didn't care for me)
Oh, we could've made things better, but you chose to burn it all instead
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Darling, you've turned so cold
And I wish that I would've known
Who you'd turn out to be
Didn't know you could be this cruel
And I acted just like a fool
What's wrong with me?
​
You seemed inviting and kind when I first met you but
Now I see your true intentions and now
Looking back, I was too in love to pay attention to this, oh
The colors of our love were slowly fading out
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I should've known it all along
But my feelings for you were too strong (Hey, oh)
I guess I was too blind to see
That your love was just not right for me
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Darling, you've turned so cold
And I wish that I would've known
Who you'd turn out to be
Didn't know you could be this cruel
And I acted just like a fool
What's wrong with me?
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You seemed inviting and kind when I first met you but
Now I see your true intentions and now
Looking back, I was too in love to pay attention to this, oh
The colors of our love were slowly fading out
RANDOM ACAPELLA SONG
I have ambitions and dreams of my own
I have a life that I want to control
But I guess you don't see the potential in me
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I have opinions and feelings, you know
I have a voice that I want to be heard
And I just can't bottle it in no more, oh
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I am not an illusion, I won't disappear
I'm telling you, do not forget me, my dear
Just hold on and wait, it'll soon be my time to shine, oh
I'll keep on going despite what you say
I'll work hard until I see night turn to day
And I'll do things my way and show you that I'm meant to stay
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Your words don't mean a thing to me
They're not my biggest enemy
I'll go on and do what makes me feel free, oh
You try to make me feel so small
But I'll keep moving right along
So keep talking, I won't hear a thing
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I have the power to do what I want
I have the strength to keep moving along but you're
Still underestimating everything that I do
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I have the choice to accept or deny
I have a say in what's wrong or what's right
But you still choose to make me feel so powerless
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You can tell me that I have no chance in this world
But one day I'll get all the tables to turn
For now I'll let the chips fall where they may
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I'll continue to sing and you'll never stop me
'Cause I know exactly who I'm supposed to be
And I won't let you change me and make me a part of your game
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Your words don't mean a thing to me
They're not my biggest enemy
I'll go on and do what makes me feel free, oh
You try to make me feel so small
But I'll keep moving right along
So keep talking, I won't hear a thing
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No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No (x2)
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Your words don't mean a thing to me, no
They're not my biggest enemy, yeah
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Your words don't mean a thing to me
They're not my biggest enemy
I'll go on and do what makes me feel free, oh
You try to make me feel so small
But I'll keep moving right along
So keep talking, I won't hear a thing
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(No, I won't hear a single thing they say)
(Say what you want about me, baby)